People have a way of making us trust them and trust ourselves.
People test them. See if they're loyal. See if they'll take the bait.
Unfortunately, I'm a quitter. Well, not at first but when things become frustrating, there are times when you'd just want to give up on that person. I don't quit on a regular basis. In fact, I highly think of myself when it comes to sticking it. I'm an optimist. Even when it hurts, I still have hope.
In this particular case, I've waited and waited and waited. I trusted that person so much that to let go would be impossible with the way we were acquainted. There had been times when I really felt like I just wanna walk away. And recently, another issue was brought up. It was painful to think about the next day. Anxiety took its toll on me. It was hard. I struggled so much.
And then, when I felt like letting go, he suddenly comes to my rescue.
I finally give a huge sigh of relief and then berates him for doing this to me.
I imagine him chuckling and saying, "What is faith and hope when you don't put it to good use?"
Jesus Christ!
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