.gawd.

I just about lost it tonight. I was screaming my head off at someone... but thank God I was able to control myself before actually shouting at the poor guy.

It's this feeling of giving up the control I have over my emotions (hormonal, I admit). Sometimes, it's just so easy to let go and see what happens next. It's crazy. Short fuse.

I had dinner with Joey at Amici and was glad that I have someone to keep my happy and sane. He had a bad day too and I guess we were both trying to quell the emotions. In the end, we had fun (time flew fast) and we were both able to cancel out each other's negative energies =) Yey us.

Now that I'm home, control is slowly slipping. Must. Get. This. Under. Control. I was rolling my eyes at every retort I thought was too lame. If a mind reader was nearby, they'll never expect me to think of such things... hehe, my mind is a terrible, wasted thing =p We all have our secret fantasies and desires. I think I'll just do what I usually do to keep me occupied and at least let out some of the hormonal imbalance I'm having... ;) SLEEP!