Time Flies

I can't believe two weeks already passed.

Time flies so fast.

Dad and I have been bonding this past week and I've learned a lot about him. Mostly he's been telling me about professionalism, ethics and career paths. Most of all, I feel very mature whenever we talk about matters he has never told me before. Family matters, his personal life, basta ganun. We do this as we eat dinner at restaurants, usually Chinese.

I feel mature.

Not that I'm immature all the time...

The responsibility I'm about to take. The overwhelming freedom and independence I'm given since I graduated...

It's all starting to pile on my shoulders. It's not that heavy yet tho..

Anyway, I went to Jakarta to reflect on my future. I wanted to get away from pressures of getting a job and trying to secure a future. But I'm not really sure about the path I want to take. I have a future, but it's still ambiguous and hazy.

I'm glad for the days I'm on my own. Dad's usually in the office but he calls within the day to check on me [make sure I'm still alive or something]. It gives me time to reflect on what I have done, what I am doing and what I will do in the near future.

Two weeks really fly so fast... and even if I have spent those two weeks contemplating and discerning, I'm still very unsure about my life.