And now, I feel really irritated that he sends me around 10 SMS everyday! He keeps on rambling about his life...
...that he's about to go to work and that he doesn't want to...
...that he's in the office now and made it just in time...
...that he's bored in the office...
...that he's playing hooky...
...that he's hungry...
...that it's finally break time...
...that his break time's over and he has to go back...
As in every single detail of his whole damn life he tells me! And I could care less. I don't reply to his messages, trying to give him a hint to stop it because I'm not interested in his life. Ok, I'm being a bitch here but I'm already stressed out and busy with my own life that I don't need to fuss on another's.
He's a good friend and all but he's too assertive. I don't know how to deal with it coz I'm really bad at sugar-coating words or using euphemisms... because I really don't do that. My tactless ability has cost me a lot in my younger, immature years. Now that I'm 20, I think I should start acting and thinking like a 20 year old.
What I did was that I ignored him. I always said I'm busy (it's kinda true naman...). I guess he didn't get the point. He sent messages like crazy and my inbox actually flooded with his name everywhere!!
Men... why can't they read signs? They can't figure it out unless you tell them directly. And when you tell them, they get mad at you because you were being heartless and harsh and that they get hurt too.
I don't need another complication in my already stressed life. It seems that everyday, it gets harder and harder to smile genuinely. I try not to be plastic, just show my real self. But sometimes, it's when I smile that I'm actually asking, begging for help. That people should go beyond the facade... which, I admit, is hard to do. One teacher in high school told me something I'll never forget:
Please listen to what I'm not saying
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