Saturday, March 19, 2005

romantic girl
Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feelt he same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set you standerds(sp?) to high cuz then
you'll find nobody


If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)

Friday, March 18, 2005

The Song in my Mind...

Think of me
Think of me fondly when we've said goodbye
Remember me
Once in a while, please promise me you'll try
When you find that once again you long to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment
Spare a thought for me
We never said our love was evergreen
Or as unchanging as the sea
But if you can still remember
Stop and think of me
Think of all the things we've shared and seen
Don't think about the way things might've been
Think of me
Think of me waking, silent and resigned
Imagine me trying too hard to put you from my mind
Recall those days
Look back on all those times
Think of the things we'll never do
There will never be a day when I won't think of you.
You can never go wrong with the original, Sarah Brightman.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Ilang Tulog Nalang...

I can't stand this...

My last finals would be this Saturday pa... I wanted this week to end. I'm not exactly keen on studying for this kind of exams...

friggin' teacher told us it was comprehensive.

Memorization would be my last resort... which I already in the future I will do... *sigh*

And I thought this subject was an easy A.

Seriously, I'm gonna burn down his mango tree together with his tobaccos! *mwahaha*

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Thoughts of a Helpless (and Hopeless) Girl During Finance Exam 4...

*note: scenes were based from acutal events that happened that frightful night... this does not necessarily mean this is what really happened that night. It was too traumatic... I decided to forget it.

"Ok, after you have said your prayers, pass the papers to the back. You have 3 hours to finish the test."

OK, that sounded like a death wish... or a man being put to death. Got my paper.

Writes ID number on the paper

First obstacle, multiple choice... # 1... hmm, not so bad.

Scribbles on the paper.

# 2... ah!

Encircles correct(according to me) answer

# 3... hmm.. was that a mortgage bond or a debenture?

Skips to next question

#4... ok... debt or the interest risk rate?

Skips to the next question

Seeing that I'm skipping more than I'm answering, I turned the pages and skimmed through the entire test...what the..? Did I remember even studying THESE???

Ok, Short problems... #1... skip... #2... skip... #3... yes! I can put my ink to good use.

Scribble...scribble...

#4... you are so dead girl.

#5... was it annual dividends over investor's required rate of return?

#6...*stares*.... I think I'll go to the next part.

*gasp!*

Long Problems (45 pts.)

You are one dead girl...

#1... 18 points... calculate the EBIT-EPS indifference point... hmm, this is not so bad... next, graph to illustrate the intersection of two options... huh? We didn't even do graphs in class...

Looks around the hall to see more people spaced out than Night of the Living Dead.

Nice pun! Tonight IS the night of the living dead... I'm one of them.

#2.... 15 points... compute for the internal capital equity and compare with external capital equity.. Mommy!...Daddy! huhuhu...

#3... 12 points... given these options for a financial capital structure, compare all projects and choose the best and explain with a graph showing the IRR together with the.....


It was only 730 and it felt like I've been kept in a timeless room. People were motionless as they attempted to answer questions they have never encountered in their life...

It was a nightmare.. except that I wasn't home sleeping with Pagong.

Two days worth of studying finance was not enough... but only two meetings with the teacher to discuss valuation of stock, bonds, cost of capital and EBIT-EPS weren't enough either.

It was a massacre... and we were all in it.

I wasted ink... writing formulas... half-hearted solutions, in the hopes of getting partial points.

In between, I calculated my realistic grade... even if I failed this exam, I won't have to worry taking the Masteral Course (Finance- take 2!)... but the grade won't be a pretty sight either.

After the test, everyone seemed to agree that there were many items in the test (with major points) that were not taught by our teacher. I saw people crying their eyes out after. I knew right then that we had casualties.

It was not a pretty sight.

My girl buddies, who were also dormers near school, asked me to join them drown their sorrows away. If I wasn't going "home", I would have gladly lost myself in the alcohol.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

If you knew me, would you believe this?

http://www.wido-software.de/darkangel/layout01.jpg
Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)


Whew!

I'm really glad this day's over. I had two defenses today... and I guess so do other course mates of mine. =) A toast to us! For doing the impossible and surviving it.

Now we have less than 3 days to study finance... ditto! ooohhh I can see it now... bloodbath...

Oh yeah, another thing...

While coming back from the bathroom, I met with my groupmates from marketing last semester... gosh, that sounded so long ago... one of them commented I got thin...!!! YOU, girl, are my new best friend! Nah! It was because I was hospitalized earlier this week.

I got an allergy attack from pancakes (yeah, looks can kill!) and was rushed to the ER (it sounded like a drama series). They stuck tubes in my nose and mouth to get the oxygen in (yeah! put it in!!!) and stuck needles out of nowhere... a dextrose (everyone in the hospital's got one)... blood samples (suckers!) and a relaxant (more like morphine).

To get to the point, I missed my Operations Mgt. finals... lost a few hours worth of doing papers and project proposals...

I didn't get it... the last time I was hospitalized was when I got typhoid fever in GRADE 1! And now my body decides to collapse a week before finals! Talk about bad timing! At least requirements week is over... I've gotten back the sleep I lost... but the eyebags aren't gone...yet.

My Second Childhood

One of my frustrations in life...

Not being able to finish Super Mario World. Yes, that 2-dimensional, pipe warping, koopa-stumping, mushroom eating, pasta devouring, plumber of ours has never been finished by yours truly. And yes, it's been killing me for a few months that I should buy that dusty Famicom just to finish the damn game. I've even saved up a thousand pesos for that!

But Greenhills saved me. One particular stall, selling PS2 DVDs (fake of course!) had ALL the Mario games from Famicom to Gameboy to SNES! I was so shocked and excited I bought it. Funny though, Mario belongs to Nintendo and people can play it on Playstation.

Well, it turned out it was just a collection of emulators and encoded in Playstation2 settings... something like that. The game looked just the way I remembered it. There were save points so I didn't have to worry about the system or the TV to overheat. Sadly, it didn't have any sounds. So a bit of the nostalgia is gone.

But hey, the point is I get to play it all over again!

It's not yet over...

I feel good about myself that I was able to accomplish a lot of things today. *clap*clap*

I woke up at 5am today just so mom could pick me up from the condo... she has this habit of picking me up waaay early in the morning to beat the traffic jam. I got home and decided not to sleep anymore (despite only 6 hours of sleep for the past 2 days).

My group mate in POM class sent me a revised costing for our operations management plan. I was to take care of the inventory management so I revised the safety stock..*yada*yada*... *yawn*

By 9am today, I sent my revised part back to Ginny and updated our powerpoint presentation. *clap*clap*

I rewarded myself with 5 hours of nap time. =)

Next was our project proposal for our CS class. My part was on wireless networks. I already did that part and Gracie told me to do some revising... some parts were too technical. Before 9pm, I sent my revised part as well as the powerpoint presentation. *whew*

And this is just the beginning...

Finance... Comm.... CS

Friday, March 11, 2005

Who am I?

Morpheus
Morpheus




HASH(0x8c3a490)
The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.






Cocktail
Cocktail


Freedom!

I've started to create a blog of my own... with my own style! The previous blog that I had was more of a community-based discussion board. It was boring... I just posted my entry and then... that's it!

No personalized styles or anything... our blogs were all the same.

So, having decided to put my creative style (?) to use, I opened a new account.

Anyway, have to work on my CS31 and POM papers... *sob*sob*