Crazy Times

Days are passing by so quickly that I feel that I have been robbed of the right to enjoy each and every day of my life.

My youth is something that will never come by again and I intend to savor in it... hardships and fun.

There are days when I feel that I am the goddess in my own world. I feel more beautiful than ever. As if nothing and nobody can stop me.

And then there are days when I feel like I am the least valued person in the world. I turn ugly and I remember the times when I feel most vulnerable.

I hate those days. And yet, it is in those days when I feel most human.

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Our days in our little and humble apartment in Makati are numbered. That is why we always indulge in its facilities and the nearness to the malls. Sadly, my work prevents me from coming home early and go to the malls and *window* shop.

I will gladly miss the days I would wake up earlier than my siblings and *cook* breakfast...and then wash the dishes when they are done. Sometimes, I am thinking that I am not yet prepared to be "domesticated". I'd rather wake up in my own pace, have junkfood for breakfast, take a bath and then go to work. Before going home, I would shop a little, buy take-out and then go home. On weekends, I'd gym out the calories I munched on when I was depressed (enter the chocolate bar). I'd watch TVs or go DVD-marathoning and then hang out with my friends.

Enter the bachelorette's phase!

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Early this week, I went to the mall with my sister and went *necessity*-shopping and the ocassional indulgence of arcading. It was a good stress reliever. It was also a nice way of bonding and spending time with her.

My dad is here for the week and he has been happy with the progress of the house. At least may nangyayari na! My new room is very nice and I also have a customized stage! Ha!

We have gone accustomed to our new home in Makati but nothing beats your roots. I would still like to go back home, despite it's distance to the mall, to the office... it's where I grew up. It's where I lived all my life and I'm not yet ready to accept the fact that in a few years time, I would move out and have my own family.