sorry...

I may have forgotten to say "thank you" in the midst of my complaints.

I may have forgotten to say "i love you" in the midst of my anger.

I may have forgotten to say "sorry" in the midst of my finger-pointing.

I may have forgotten to say "how are you?" in the midst of my hectic life.

I may have forgotten to say a lot of things.... "I am only human", I would say; and it's not even a valid reason!

I have been thinking these past few weeks and all I ever did was give off negative energy. I try to hide it, oh God, the pains I go through to hide it. Sometimes I turn into a ball of wreck and I'm glad I have friends who stay by my side. I'm living my own hell. A hell I can't even get out of. A hell I created for myself and therefore, a hell only I can get rid of.

I want to be happy again. The genuine, innocent happiness I felt when I was a child. It's slowly getting out of my grasp.

Please help me bring it back.

I need it to keep my sanity...